I'll never be as great as them,
I'll never be better then them.
Why did I start and why do I try?
What can I do to not break down and cry.
When I look at their work I am amazed,
the work of others is the reason I'm impressed.
my brains are shot, my brawn is gone.
What can I do? when everything is wrong
Her photo's are great,
His are even better.
He can program,
She can draw
He can weld
and I'm in awe.
What can I do?
To make me feel better.
I'm just not fit,
To be a go getter.
I'll never be as great as them,
I'll never be better then them.
Why did I start and why do I try?
What can I do to not break down and cry.
When I look at their work I am amazed,
the work of others is the reason I'm impressed.
my brains are shot, my brawn is gone.
What can I do? when everything is wrong
Her photo's are great,
His are even better.
He can program,
She can draw
He can weld
and I'm in awe.
What can I do?
To make me feel better.
I'm just not fit,
To be a go getter.
love,
It makes you smile,
it makes you cry.
it all starts with the crush.
well name says it all.
the crush crushes you heart.
then you sucseed.
it makes you happy for like 10mins
then it makes you spend lots of money.
then it crushes you again..
after that time spendin and lovin.
she breakes (you) up
makes u cry as hard as she likes.
thrusting the rusty knife.
Right to your heart.
Valentine, blagh…
Finally it was time,
It was valentine.
Always I have hated it,
Never a rose, letter or even a note.
This time, I thought,
I will make one, a poem.
So I did, envelope and all.
Then... did what I had to.
She opened it,
She reads it,
And then it heaped.
A screaming laughter.
She felt sorry,
Told me to forget.
But I could never.
All I could was cry.
At the end, I thought.
Yes I will, by force I'll forget.
I picked up my knife,
Made it sharp, made it hot.
I put it against my chest,
Where my heart should be.
I was about to thrust it in
In to my heart, to cut her out.
I couldn't.
I collapsed into tears.
I
Love for two
Why is it, that my love is for two,
Why don't I ever love just one?
I always have to make a choice,
Choose for who I love less.
I am in love,
In love with two
One I see at school,
One who I see less
One who talks to me,
One who I fear to talk to
When I se her laugh,
She makes me smile
Its to bad the one I love the most,
Doesn't even see me smile
All I want this X-mas,
Is for her to hear me speak,
To see me smile
And to spend some time with her.
Drip.
The pain came drop by drop.
It came in a form. Liquid.
That's what it was. It was hot
Not like a day in may.
It was like a candle dripping.
Drop by drop.
Pain rushing to my fingers.
For the first ten seconds
My fingers got numb.
The pain was gone.
Still I could not move
There was something left.
A hardened shell.
It was containing me,
My movements.
All I could do was move…..
Current Residence: rhenen Favourite genre of music: j-pop, j-rock, hard rock and some metal (basicly everything but hardcore styles) Favourite photographer: me? Operating System: xp MP3 player of choice: iTunes Shell of choice: whats a shell? think i'll go with the .30cal? Wallpaper of choice: the one I currently am using Skin of choice: costum xp Favourite cartoon character: trigun or naruto Personal Quote: What makes you think?
Favourite Visual Artist
uhm..... dpends on what you call art... I guess
Favourite Movies
the crow, i guess. i have more
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
gorillaz, SMILE.dk and more
Favourite Writers
myself, i am a poet ^_~
Favourite Games
anarchy online
Favourite Gaming Platform
pc or xbox
Tools of the Trade
EOS 20D, the all mighty pliers, rings and all the music I have
Stolen from ~himawarisan .
Your Boy Side
[] You love hoodies.
[] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats. (though I like cats too)
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt. (even when serious, I wouldn't know for the first 20 seconds)
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team. (at school, sucked at sports though)
[x] Shopping is torture.(when shopping for "clothes" with someone else whoe does not know what he/she needs to get)
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[x] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid. (do no-brand cars count?)
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega
Hello,
I know I haven't been around alot, and this might be a bit much to ask out of the blue.
But I need some help. As some of you know I am very actively invoved with the "kunstbende" which is an art competiton for the youth ages 13-18 here in the netherlands. and since this is my last year I registered for as many categories as I could, amongst wich are fashion and performance. Now I think I can handle fashion mostly on my own. though I seriousely need some help with performance.
The think is they found out that I can do firebreathing and they asked if I would do so as my entry for performance. and I said yes, but I still have no clue w